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♥ Saturday, March 29, 2008
im sacrificial, but no one appreciates.


i havent been blogging for quite some time.
ba_comm's exco has kept me busy.
i felt there's so much to write awhile ago,
but now i dont have the mood for blogging :/
sheesh.


usually, one gains alot and loses alot.
does that happens to everyone ?
i hate the idea that "i brought it upon myself".
this is bullshit.


i suppose, many things should be left unsaid.
it's for the better (:
maybe, you'll never know.
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ilu.

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loved; 11:45 PM

♥ Sunday, March 23, 2008
im supportive.


i love ANNE HATHAWAY more (:
you go girl !

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♥ Thursday, March 20, 2008
GOOD LIFE.


it has been a fruitful week for me (:
im sure whoever that is supposedly up in the heavens, is actually answering me !

i wanted gpa 3.3 for my semester 2 exams, and preferably no D.
i got my 3.3, but i had a D+ for IAC
well it's so expected for that module.
right up until now, i still believe i did nothing wrong (:
and announcing my results here only put the dumb IAC tutor to shame.

i wanted a good timetable.
i met up with ernie, huiying, suern, radinka and huiyi to choose the timetable.
we all got into the same class (:

i wanted a place in the ba_comm's exco.
i got into my first choice, which i will not reveal here though (:
but you should have known.




i think i have been lucky since i've started schooling :D

in preschool, i was taking major role in the dances, and main role in dramas.
i was also a teacher's pet, so i was kind of in the center of the attention
and i remember, i was the first one who learnt how to write my chinese name properly (:

in primary school, i was fourth in badminton and also in the school team.
i stayed in the top class from primary 2-6.
i was in EM1, so i took higher chinese.
i was probably one of the science teacher's favourite, because i manage her hydrophonics well
i didnt study for PSLE but i had a t-score of 231 (:

in secondary school, i joined 2 singing competitions and emerged second for both.
i was in the committee for choir
i played in the school's drama
i had r5 12 and r4 9 for O level after half year of studying (:

in polytechnic, i managed to become of the 8 finalists for stagewerkz
i had semester 1 gpa of 3.1 and 2 gpa of 3.3 (:


this is such a positive post !
see, do not call me emo again.
YAYYY.

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♥ Sunday, March 16, 2008
music strikes back.


i finally changed my featured playlist (:
enough of juno, nevertheless it's still one of my favourites.


so now, i present you - STEP UP 2 SOUNDTRACK !

well it's not the complete soundtrack.
i have the complete one myself, but im willing to upload to imeem.
uploading is a crime, to me. *nod nod*


ENJOY !

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♥ Friday, March 14, 2008
IN ONE MOMENT


in just one moment, anything in the world could happen.
the possibles and the impossibles.


in one moment, you can fall deeply in love with someone.
in one moment, you can also lose all the feelings in the world.
in one moment, some loser can make you effing hate him
in one moment, you can wish someone is better off dead.
in one moment, you can wish yourself is better off dead.

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loved; 8:23 PM

maybe you should know


maybe i should "disappear" for some time.
probably, you'll learn to see.
this is not what you need (:


越是伤了的心,越是看不见了的痛 - 我
dont worry, it's part of my lyrics (:

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♥ Tuesday, March 11, 2008
im happy that you know


what is a loner ?
to me, i am one.
i can easily know what look you have when you read this.
how could this be ?
she's rather sociable, this is not possible.
well loner has nothing to do with being sociable (:

think about this.
would you rather have a couple of really good friends that you confide in;
or tons of people that are known as your "hi-bye friends" ?
would you have that few friends you can talk nonstop to, and will always be free for you;
or tons of people, you can only say up to a few common lines like "how are you?", but never there when you're in need of someone.

unfortunately, i know many of such people.
i know what it's like.
people who could be many of my readers of this blog,
those contributing to my number of hits on my counter.
however, they only read about my life and people around me, just for entertainment.
i even have people, who have the cheek to say "i read your blog just now.", but what do they do about it ?
if it's a sad post, do i get consoling ?
and if it's a happy post, do they share the joy?

people like that, i rather not need.
i rather the counter hits are just a few per days, but they are people who really care.
i hate the pretence, i hate the acting.
people who really know me, would have known.
i, ling pei shan, hates the fake world that revolves around me.
if you are part of it, then bye (:

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♥ Friday, March 07, 2008
who am i ?


i am nobody.



我想看清
却越看越不清
我以为我已经到达天堂
却怎么还是失望

我想看清
却越看越伤心
眼泪是种成长后的惩罚
还是珍贵的代价
谁懂我的心

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♥ Thursday, March 06, 2008
anyone else but you (:


im so in love with JUNO SOUNDTRACK (((:




this is truly addiction.
it'll be on my featured for at least a week, till im contented.
you're gonna have to bear with it :D

LOVE IT.

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loved; 9:46 PM

♥ Saturday, March 01, 2008
a taste of boredom


well well, the purpose of today's post:
prevention of dust collection and spider web spinning (:


it took me quite awhile to realise im such a workaholic.
now that i dont have much to do, it seems all so boring :/
im so used to multi-tasking, filling up my entire schedule.
oh darn.

(then again, with MAS SELAMAT on the run, i should stay home.)


i happened to go blog hopping;
and realised quite a number of beatty juniors had entered ngee ann polytechnic.
oh boy, familiar faces everywhere once again.
but why do i care ?




I NEED SLEEP.

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